I don’t know if I feel demotivated as such. I’m still enjoying my mixing which is good. I’m just abit worried that in the long run, it could all be for nothing. Now I understand that everybody ins’t guna become an overnight superstar, but I’m confident enough in my ability to think I could hold down a decent set on a night, it’s just getting the opportunity.
I’m potentially moving down to Leeds next summer, I’m hoping that down there I can just be straight up with promoters etc and tell them how it is “I’m a DJ, heres my mixtape, enjoy”